Sunday, May 4, 2014

Keepin at it, But Still Need to Stop the Sweets!

Today is a down day, but I like Sundays to be that way, and watch the race. ;-)

My pain level is pretty high today mostly in my low low back and in my arms and hands. My legs are a little sore, I'm pretty sure that's mostly from my at home physical therapy exercises though. Overall I'd say pain level is about a 6 and it was a lot worse when I first woke up.

I took a long bath and that helped a little. It usually helps to be in water...it helps a lot more if i can fully immerse myself, but you do what you can.

With my lower back aching so much today I'm starting to fear that the shots are starting to wear off. The ones done in the middle of my back seem to be holding pretty well, but it seems the top and bottom are starting to ache a bit. I feel like a sissy, because I know I have endured so much more pain than this, but not being in as much pain for a spell as left me quite soft.

I have been doing a lot of work on my PT and I'm determined to keep with it. I want to live more normally. I really need to work on my eating habits though, I have been over indulging in the sweets lately. I wish I could just give up sugar completely, but I crave it so bad. If it's in the house I want to eat it all up at once. I'm the sugar monster! I can't control myself. At this rate I am undoing all my exercise work, with the terrible things I'm putting in my body. I know this, it's just easy said than done.

If only I could just slice off all my extra fat... maybe someday we'll have the technology to do such a thing with out the terrible fat sucking surgery. My aunt had that surgery and there is no way I'd ever even think it.

Helpful Links:

How to Stop Sugar Cravings | SparkPeople









Thursday, May 1, 2014

The Infinite Loop of Fibro

I was doing quite well today, even considering all the physical therapy exercises I did yesterday, so I decided to move some things around a bit, (with hubbies help of course,) and get some deep cleaning done. I can tell already I over did things and my lower back is quite angry with me. If only I could learn not to bend over so many times and more importantly to bend at the knees not the waist. I have so many bad habits in how I move around naturally. It's so hard to break those habits. I could save myself a lot of pain if I could learn to move like a granny. hehe

I had a lot of trouble sleeping last night. Sometimes when I'm feeling better/less pain my mood gets too high to fall asleep. I have those mood swings and racing thoughts. I try to blog my thoughts and make lists in my phone, but it always seems I am laying awake thinking about something I want to do in the AM. It really is ridiculous when you lose sleep thinking about what you are going to do when you wake up, so much that you end up having to sleep in or take a nap and get less of what you had planned to get done in the first place. It just seems like an endless battle at times.

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It's really exciting when I have a day or two with little pain, so I start thinking about all the things around the house that get over looked and then I start diving right in. I get over zealous, ignore the warnings, and before I know it the pain is screaming at me to stop and rest. Here I sit, with a very nicely organized and clean environment, but my lower back especially is throbbing about an 8 pain scale. Earlier it was only a 1 - 2.

Hopefully with my recovery times being so much faster these days, I will feel ok tomorrow, as I have PT and AT. Being in the pool will really help. I have learned the hard way that once I get moving in the mornings my pain usually lessens a bit. Then I start feeling like I can tackle the day a little better.

Helpful Links:

How to Understand Someone With Chronic Painhttp://www.wikihow.com/Understand-Someone-With-Chronic-Pain

Strategies to Reduce Chronic Pain, Part Onehttp://www.bettermovement.org/2010/strategies-to-reduce-chronic-pain-part-one/

Movement Therapies
http://www.healingchronicpain.org/content/introduction/comp_movement.asp 

11 Chronic Pain Control Techniques
http://www.spine-health.com/conditions/chronic-pain/11-chronic-pain-control-techniques

Easy Ways to Reduce Chronic Pain
http://www.feldenkraisportland.com/reduce-chronic-pain/

CHRONIC PAIN AND THE FELDENKRAIS METHOD
BY DEBORAH BOWES, PHYSICAL THERAPIST, FELDENKRAIS PRACTITIONER
http://www.learningforhealth.com/feldenkraismethodandchronicpain.cfm

7 Best Moves to Fight Painhttp://www.sharecare.com/health/chronic-pain/health-guide/chronic-pain-management-cmp/pain-safe-posture-movement-to-minimize-chronic-pain